Teach me to be shy

2007-05-21T00:28:00.000+07:00

OMG...!!!!!!!! I LOVE GREYS ANATOMY...!!! more than the oc (sorry ban).. but seriously, i think Patrick Dempsey is one of the hottest man alive.. omg.. i just love that show..!! lynn and i are crazzy over GA.... ahhh.. cant blf thats the end of season 3..
A bit streesed up about the upcoming exam.. im not ready.. i think im still adjusting to uni life.. Anyway, the best part of all... 34 more days left.. im so excited.. about everything.. abt the fact that im meeting some of u in singapore for less than 24hrs, going back to my own house, meeting my bestfriends, those people and ofcourse him.. hahaha.. and i miss driving my mini carr.... yay... i just hope that everyhing will turn out well.... (please God, just this time...)
cya n tc

2007-04-14T10:14:00.000+07:00

hahaha.. im the happiest woman of the weekk.. =)
it makes me want to hear to that one particular song by mr Jamie Cullum or Corinne Bailey Rae or even Diana Krall. . cant blf i missed jammie's concert.. Ive been listening to jazz songs more than i used to for almost 3 months, actually, since i left jakarta.. =) oh and i scored my chem test with very very good mark.. hahaha..
anyway, tried to get jet's ticket yesterday but the guild house was close. So i'll try to get it by monday or tuesday.. sch is starting by this monday which is good cos my holiday is really really sux.. cant wait to go back to jakarta in june and july.. hehe..

tc people.. hope that u can visit me in jkt.. and i'll drive u around.. haha..

2007-04-08T17:47:00.000+07:00

F**K.. im so f*ing pissed now.. dumb, idiotic, annoyin, retarded, p-brain people.. how could you be that dumb?? a**hole.. I just need to talk to someone about everything... ban is having a prob with his com (n dotaing i guess) so he almost never online now.. hopefully, i could talk to tika tonight.. haizz....

2007-04-03T18:52:00.000+07:00

Yay..!! easter break for 2 weeks.. but it doesnt feel like a holiday cos there's nothing i can do here.. Im bored.. and i have bio test tmr, and im not sure im ready for that test..
anyway, im just hoping that my family is doing well out there.. i hope my mom will get her PR to NZ..

tc people..

its been hardly three months
and you are already missed

2007-03-28T21:32:00.000+07:00

YAY..!! cant wait for easter break.. 2 weeks holiday...
last night had was skyping with them.. omg.. just like old times.. God, i miss all of you.. but still *******.. hahaha..
okay, my post is getting worse.. hahha.. oh ya, btw tmr is my anatomy lab, which means 2 dead bodies are waiting for me in the lab.. hahhaa..
tc ppl..

2007-03-27T21:38:00.000+07:00

summer is officially over... no more daylight saving.. the weather is really really cold..max was 21 and minimum is 8 deg. celcius.. which is tonight.. and its not even winter yet.. haha.. i just want to go back home this june or july...

2007-03-25T08:31:00.000+07:00

Autumn autumn autumn... i just love the weather today..

Anyway, im trying to get a ticket for Black Jack Festival.. 1 of the best line up so far... just cant wait to free my mind from something.. im so homesicckkk... i miss driving my car, i miss being my mom's part-time driver, and i miss you terribly ..

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

2007-03-11T16:10:00.000+07:00

haaaa... i just watched the last 3 episodes of the oc.. its really really sadd... cant blf my OC is over.. now im waiting for adam's next movie, In The Land Of Women .. u guys should check out the trailer..

anyway, my internet is working now.. so i guess i'll talk to you people on msn ..

btw, these are the pictures taken during my primary school reunion. I'll upload other pics tonight or tmr

i know some of the pics are a bit blurr, but i guess you know which one is me. Hehehehe... =)

2007-03-09T12:19:00.000+07:00

Febuary 07 is the worst month of the year (so far). My mom left 3 weeks ago and i cried every 5 or 10 mins. The littlest thing about home really make me miss it even more..
anyway, time for good news.. i touched a dead body yesterday... YAY!!!!! was pretty excited and scared at the same time.
Have i told you guys that i feel like the dumbest student in every class?? its like i dont know every single thing. i thought i went to the wrong class when i got my enrollment paper.
- chemistry 117
- Human Biology 133
- Medical Laboratory Science 131
- Measurement in Laboratory Science 131
- Health Com 180

Where is PE or music class ??? i rather be a secondary student than a university student .. hehehe.. kidding..

take care people ..

2007-02-26T10:21:00.000+07:00

reached perth 3 days ago i miss melbourne so much.. life is so much better there. omg... i promise i'll study hard and move to melbourne next year, unless if i get a car here. then i might think about again. haha.. everything is so fucked up right now.
so basically, i stayed at the attamimi's residence in melbourne.. (makasih ya...) hehe.. errmm.. and i bought a new guitar.. yay!! finally... its an acoustic/electric guitar.
oh, btw, dont expect me to be online anytime soon.. for some reason, the connection is not working yet..

ps: still miss you quite terribly
hahaha..

2007-02-18T12:10:00.000+07:00

2007-02-17T22:51:00.000+07:00

hai hai hai...
okay, where should i start this post..
left sgp about 2 or 3 weeks ago. As usual, the guys sent me off + fida n dila. No tears and no regrets.. hehe..
got my anatomy license on last week (yay,,!!) and left perth to melbourne on wednesday. Its so much better here in melb, i feel like moving to melb next year.
yea so anyway, i dunno what to say here cos so many things happen these few days.. haha.. i'll upload some pics later..
1 more thing.. salute to the biggest bitch in the world.. do you know that when you're talking about me its either u care for me or ure just jealous. And i think its because of jealousy.. hahaha.. wat can i say, i guess loads of ppl envy me.. =)

ps: i miss you quite terribly

2007-02-05T23:53:00.000+07:00

oh gosh.. i dunno where should i start this post...

met my old friends for a dinner.. omg, why why why oh why why... why we didnt meet earlier, like a month or 2 months earlier.. why must it be 4 days before i left jakarta? why must i left that city, when i really really want to stay a little longer.. why everything happened this fast? when im ready for those butterflies or something like that... why why oh why why life is unfair..
Two thumbs up to my last day in jakarta.. (i blf, i told some of you about it).. and 2 thumbs and toes up to those 4 days.. lol..

All i needed was something to distract my mind out of "that" thing. Thx to that 1 night at vivo.. my mind was out ot tat "it" thing for 1 whole day.. hahaha.. and i'll miss all of you really really really bad... well, after him.. hahahahah... kidding...
Sunday went out with the women.. haha... basically, we went to lucky plaza to play pool, and shitt... sunday is not a good day to go anywhere near lucky plaza.. hahaha... after that went to coffee bean then McD at civic.. and shit.. i'll miss all of you.... but after him tooo... hahahhaa..

All i want now is just an oreo cheesecake..
fuck... i cant miss him... shit... im so Taylor now....

2007-01-28T23:01:00.000+07:00

WOW...!!!!!!!!!
today is the greatest day of my life.. and i cant even describe it in any way. all i know, i just cant stop smiling..
met my primary school frens..ahhh... it was great to meet them again.. ah shitt... im speechlesss.. i dun even noe wat to type here...
i'll post some pics later....

=) =) =) =) =) =) =)

2007-01-27T18:35:00.000+07:00

okay, so im updating this blog at starbucks...
so the date is set.. if you want to noe the details, then im me.. cos i cant publish it here cos its confidential.. haha
so chatted with ben yesterday, we were planning for our eurotrip.. hahaha..
gondola, paris, yacht and etc etc .. here we come.. just us.. woo..
oh, chatted with ban too.. was upset abt sth.. hahaha.. dont worry theres million of guy out there for you.. hahahahha *peace*

2007-01-24T21:08:00.000+07:00

Topic of The Day : Geek in Disguise
I guess, there's only 1 person who really really knows wat i mean.. well, make it 2 .. haha
Some people try to look as good as they can be. Even if it means hide their 100% weaknesses.. They tend to be the kind of person like a perfectionist and yet a hypocrite. They will never admit that they did or do geeky stuff. To them, geeky stuff = seen as a weakness = sin. Well, i think everyone has their geeky side, like me.. haha.. but well, tban is almost a geek (no surprise).
Talk to ban more than once this week. Laughing our asses off.. hahaha... esp today..
ps: ban, its just a coincidence. from ******** to ********.

=)

2007-01-17T21:11:00.000+07:00

went to a gym yesterday.. and my PT said im under weight.. hahaha.... well.. wat can i say..
Went to a mall and bought this stuff which is pretty cute.. (well at least ban and idah agreed)..
aiming for stuff now, like a sweater, blazer, erm.. and i still want a flat shoes.. haha

anyway, strangers, please go away.. well unless ure tall (180cm ++), smart, funny, not too geeky, not too popular, and has a nice body (well, just make sure tat ur b**bs are not bigger than mine.. ahhaha.. cos tats just so yucky).

c ya..

2007-01-13T23:33:00.000+07:00

God,
please take me back to 6 years ago. To that one particular moment when i was the star, when they cried because i cried, when they needed me, were counting on me, hold me and said that i did great, stood up for me and cheer me up.
Everytime i think about that moment, it gives me "the" feeling. How i wish that scientist are smart enough to build a time machine.

anyway,
big thank you to Fairuz, Dila and Fidah .. love those 2 shirts alot.. haha.. thank you thank you thank you.. haha.. i cant thank you enough.. i wore that straight away.. lol

Leaving my house in less than a month. I'll miss my messy room and bolster the most.. hahaha..
tc ppl

2007-01-06T21:04:00.000+07:00

wow.. i hope my mom will still let me drive tmr, cos i just drove her nuts.. was speeding like hell.. shit.. i hate driving in jakarta.. busses and motorcycle should be banned.. morons !!
neway, went to a mall to see acoustic guitars.. damn, the one i want is sold out.. but i can order it tho.. haha.. rock on..

I promise i'll start packing next week.. there are things i want to buy before going to aus. Here's the list :
- flat shoes
- a guitar and its case
- converse shoes
- jacket
- shorts
- jeans
- skinny jeans
- t-shirts
last but not least
- a dress hahahaha,.. or bikini.. woooo..

oh, for those of u who thinks that im in love.. please think again.. haha.. i cant remember when was the last time i fell in love... butterflies oh butterflies.. i miss those butterflies feeling in my stomach.. its been a year tho.. sigh.. well, its 2007.. be optimistic.. its monkey year (issit?) means its Tban's year .. so yea, fuck it .. haha.. *peace*

anyway, thx ness for the info.. see u in aus ..
wooo...

2007-01-01T09:03:00.000+07:00

Happy New Year people..
The worst part is that i was sleeping when people were counting down to 2007. Well, its not something new to me since i spent most of it sleeping.

Promised my grandma and others to go her house around 12.30 am after their prayers to celebrate new year and my birthday, but i fell asleep around 10pm '06. haha.. sorry.. very very tired and sleepy after drove my parents around from 1 place to another.. I'll make it up by taking you for lunch at Camu-Camu later. Hehe..

Happy New Year again people..
May God bless you, but i still want God to bless me first before they bless you ..
Haha..

Ps: Thx for the smses and the call..

2006-12-31T20:49:00.000+07:00

this is the explanation..
im not pissed and im not bored. Its Jealousy.. i mean, i read all of ur post and it seems like u guys had loads of fun during this holiday. Its not that i dont want u to be happy, but its just that i wasnt there with all of u. And all i ever wanted from beginning of this year, was to spend new year's eve in singapore..

I got loads of things from my mom and dad these few days, like a couple of shoes, t-shirts, a slipper, a bag, and cds. But i still feel that something is missing. Guess money n goodies cant buy happiness.. look at the brightside, those things are going to be usefull for me in the future.. haha..

A few more hours to 2007, a few more hours and im going to be 19, and a few more hours to a new day.. I dont really have any resolutions, but i do hope that i'll be okay in Australia, making some new frens and others are secret..

Happy New Year everyone..
May God bless u, but i hope that God bless me first before they bless you.. Ameenn...
kiddin..

2006-12-26T21:12:00.000+07:00

Who knows being your mother's driver could be so tiring.Esp in jakarta, where traffic is everywhere and rules are "flexible". Damn bus driver and motorcylist just make it even worse. My mother was like "look at your right, your left, slow down and etc". On the other hand, it feels good to drive. Finally, my mom let me drive even tho i still dont have my license YET.. haha..
Anyway, christmas eve was great. Food, relatives, christmas tree and etc. Merry Christmas people..!!

Christmas eve '06

My son.. haha

Hari Raya Lebaran

2006-12-24T00:08:00.000+07:00

Happy mother's day...!!! even tho i never say that i love you but i do love you mom.. haha.. I was born to annoy you everyday..
celebrate christmas tmr at my grand mother's house .. there will be loads and loads of food, which is the reason why i love christmas. not that i celebrate christmas, but when theres a food then they have me there.. haha.. sounds like a greedy ass.. nah, i just love it when ppl from diff race or religion gather together ..
neway, i have a bad news.. but i'll save it for later

2006-12-13T17:53:00.000+07:00

whats so smart about bitches these days?
when they stop their freaky misscalls, they start smses u freaky msgs.

anyway, today i went to pim to celebrate my birthday which is not today. haha.. celebrated it with hendry and edlin.. went to pim around 11.20 pm, thx to both of them i had to wait for 3 hours.. and there goes my hanamasa lunch.. *sigh* (poor edlin, i noe u want tat hanamasa as much as i want it.. haha..)
thx for the birthday gift hen, that flower does smell good but what make u think that i'll wear that pin?? haha.. but its cute tho..
Hope to see u 2 (and maybe with jess too) soon.

last but not least, i'll have to think again about going to singapore. U noe i really really want to be there, but there are things that i just cant explain right now.. sorry
-love n miss all of u-

2006-12-07T22:56:00.000+07:00

these 2 days hv been great for me.. went to cinema to wacth dejavu at permiere with hendry and edlin ( happy birthday lin.. ), $20 for that kind of sit and blanket was worth it..

last but not least to u-noe-who-u-are, stop whatever shit u're doing. its fucking annoying. I noe who the fuck you are, so stop u're prank calls. u're a P****

2006-11-21T18:58:00.000+07:00

talked to tung and ban last night untill 1 am .. its been a long time since we talked on the phone.. haha.. we were having our ***** talk ..
kay guys, call me again later kay..
cya

2006-11-08T20:36:00.000+07:00

3 Things im crazy about in this month

1. The OC Season 4

My Adam Brody is back.. Yay...!!!

2. John Legend

1 word .. Fabbsss

3. World Trade Centre

Hope to watch this movie with Edlin and Hendry .. Yeess.. they are back..

December..

Christmast is coming.. tat means fooooddd and pressents.. and family time..

So, my frens and i kinda plan on something for new year eve and my bday, but im not sure whether they are available or not. For the first time, i want to have fun for my bday.. for GOD sake.. its new year!! i want to have my friends there with me.. thats why im beggin my mom to let me to go to singapore.. again.. hopefully it wouldnt be the last time

-love n miss u guys-

Last but not least

i want to go to Bali and learn how to surf.. haha... n.. ehem.. try to find some surfer boy.. haha..

2006-10-10T21:22:00.000+07:00

The Guardian is a MUST watch movie.. 1 of the reason is Ashton Kutcher.. hes just so hot.. hahaha.... other than that nice story line and ending..
so so so, hari raya is coming soon, after "diet" 1 whole month.. hahaha.. and i love hari raya's food ...

to TBAN,
for fuck sake, REST!!! (not rest in peace .. haha..) SLEEP!!! ure turning into a zombie.. remember frostbite( ur fav movie of the year ) ?? u look so much worse than that.. ass

2006-09-28T13:14:00.000+07:00

Last Supper..
Misss uuu..

2006-09-28T12:54:00.000+07:00

Fantastic Four .. haha

shopping day with sam..

2006-09-25T12:58:00.000+07:00

if you leave by nada surf was my soundtrack last week.. like when anna left oc, and seth came to say goodbye.. and seth as hot as usual.. ok back to the point, left singapore last week, and the girls came too.. hehe.. love u guys MUACH..!! oh.. the guys too.. haha.. *peace* .. walked all the way from dhby gt to somerset just to get vanilla powder at coffee bean, but it was worth it.. hot vanilla.. yummyy...
erm, ya .. noe this ppl i mean stranger at ben's post.. for fuck sake, no 1 said anything abt u.. grow up..

so to end this post , f off PB !!!

2006-09-18T00:14:00.000+07:00

went out with idah, fai and adilah today.. went to topshop to buy a thsirt for my brother then lunch at far east.. then we headed to hmv to buy cds .. "lepak2" at coffee bean for hours.. met atirah at cwp, took pics, and ate ice cream at gelare..
im still packin some of my stuff now.. leaving tomorr, i mean today..

2006-09-16T22:55:00.000+07:00

had 1 of the best bbq on thursday.. everything was perfect except for the weather.. somehow, rainy day always change my mood... but, when the rain stopped that was when the fun begin.. haha.. so, ben, beng n cleave started the fire thingy.. after tat, tung i mean tung siang and i cooked ermm.. grilled the sausages and chicken.. then ben's job was to check whether its cooked or not.. loads of thing happened there.. haha.. funny things.. we managed to eat everything.. no leftover food.. the flame was great.. thx to me.. haha.. satay was good too..
yest, went to topshop awhile, then dinner at lido's foodcourt... after that, we headed to ben n jerry.. for some ice cream.. loads of groupies from some secondary school were there ..
today went to meet sam to catch a movie.. the gayest thing ever was, there was 1 couple was making out behinf me.. i could feel the couch rocking n heard some kind of sound too.. for God sake, they really need to get a room... neway, went shopping with sam at top shop.. haha.. talked abt stuff, took some pics n laughed alot.. haha.. then met hammeed, ban and tung at koven.. acc them or maybe helped them with their part-time job.. haha..
had loads of fun these few days... yay..!!

2006-09-12T01:20:00.000+07:00

hmmm...
so, these most of my days were great.. except for 2 or 3 days when theres no plan at all..
so today went with tung, meed n ban the ass to dhby gt.. played lan from 11.30 to 7+ pm
then dinner, hmv, then coffee bean... talked alot of crap as usual..
cant wait for bbq day.. monday is coming.. i miss my mom.. hahaha

2006-08-31T18:29:00.000+07:00

so... reached singapore on tue, cleave, tung n bend picked me up at the airport.. ty guys.. went to ahmad's house to put all my stuff..
2nd day, went to play lan with the guys.. called ban sooo mmmannyyyy times.. but wat can a man do when he's sleepin like a pig *peace*.. so wen to dhouby ghaut with tung.. sairam was there already n we played dota alll the way.. ate at bk, jammin then went home..
3rd day, went to fuchun to celebrate teachers day celebration..

words just cant describe anything and im too lazy to update..

2006-08-23T22:31:00.000+07:00

wooooooooo............ Singapore.. here i come..
so, i begged my mom n dad.. so, i kinda use half of my money, i sacrifice my "new" guitar, my monthly allowance, n i hv to accompany my mom n dad for 24/7 .. sigh.. its all becos of u.... haha..
ok, so ban... we will (must) watch at least 1, midnight movie..
and ben, tell me the songs title for jam session.. haha..
last but not the least, r we going to have bbq sesion too??

2006-08-18T22:16:00.000+07:00

i do wish that u were a stranger i could disengage
i do wish that u were my enemy
i do wish that we've never met before

okay, update time..
so, been chattin with ban alot for the past 2 months.. yay ban.. kinda weird, cos we almost never talk (chat) to each other before.. thx anyway, cos i could talk almost abt anything to him whenever he's online (wed & funeral.. haha) even tho, mostly he is busy **** n ***** to **** or ***** abt **** then ***** haha.... ya, so thx ban...

happy,,, ass..

2006-08-07T21:15:00.000+07:00

yey..new skin n new cbox.. thx ben...
kay, gotta edit my profile now..

2006-08-06T21:14:00.000+07:00

wow.. i actually had fun yesterday.. meet the girls at 3.. hung out at j.co , talked about stuff.. but i rather listen than do all the talking.. then went to my very first concert.. tickets were sold out but somehow we got in.. went in at 9 pm.. still very crowded.. they have rock band, indie band pop band and electrone band.. and i danced and jumped around.. but didn join those ppl who moshined.. reached home at 2.25 am and my body were all achin like hell..
conclusion = dont every say tat u love music if uve nver been to any concert..!!
adios..

2006-08-03T22:53:00.000+07:00

Laughter is the best medicine.. true.. but what if theres nothing to make u laugh.. not even jack black, adam sandler or tom n jerry.. i have the answer.. eat durian.. it does help to calm you down.. research shown that this only work for me.. haha..

2006-08-01T12:47:00.000+07:00

im so so bored these days, mom keep askin me to study more and i keep sayin later and later haha.. n she threatened me, if i don study more than 3 hours or at least read my bio, she wont but me new guitar or let me join piano club which.. sigh..
so, yesterday went to watched lake house.. its like soo soo the best movie ive seen this month (apparently tats becos its the only movie i watched this month).. the story line is pretty good.. and i can just sit there for hours to see keanu reeves.. haha.. ok ok.. after the movie i went to buy this awesome jazz cd.. then went to the airport to fetch my dad.. so reached home at 11.50 pm then watched some movie played guitar ( at 1 am ) then chatted with tban.. oh btw ban, sorry didn call u in the mornin cos my hp bat was low and i forgot to charge it.. haha..sorry ass..

2006-07-28T18:36:00.000+07:00

just finished my tute like half an hour ago.. so, i just want to upload this pic.. haha

2006-07-23T00:32:00.003+07:00

cant wait to get out of this place... my frens are having a life there in sgp while im living a life like a prisoner. the instructors went to sec 2 adv cam, and they had fun.. and all i can do is lookin at the pics taken there in tirah's fs.. im so fuckin jealous with them.. read ben's blog and its making me even more jealous.. they went shopping and hang out at hereen.. n tban watched like 3 movies in a week..
oh, and i broke my vow.. i mean, i promised tat i wont sms or call them.. well, i kinda sms 1 of them but to my surprise she replied me.. yay.... well... talked abt stuff..
this blog thingy kinda sux.. cos i cant really put all my thoughts in words..

2006-07-23T00:32:00.002+07:00

2006-07-21T23:42:00.000+07:00

updating this blog with swollen eye.. darn man.. erm, so woke up today at 8.30, showered n tute .. i get 100% for my homework.. wooo... fed my crayfish then showered again.. went to PIM to meet my cousin.. went to carefour with my mom n my cousin.. omg, i hate shopping and walking pointlessly.. k gtg to msn n chat now.,. ban is nudgin me like hell...
-fina-tban im here lah ...

2006-07-20T20:47:00.000+07:00

slept at 4 last night i mean morning and woke up at 9 in the morning.. sorry ban, didn miss-call u at 6.. but who cares.. hehe.. kiddin.. went to see a doctor about my left eye.. its swollen and it hurts and i dunno why.. i hate the weather today, it was cloudy in the noon.. where is mr sun.. cloudy day always change my happy mood.. reached home at 5.30 pm.. showered and did my hw for about an hour..
cant wait to go to singapore again.. and spend most of my days doing stupid things with them again.. haha
-fina-tbanass means tbanisanass

2006-07-19T13:53:00.000+07:00

started my chem tute yesterday.. i felt dumb cos it took 2 mins for me to figure out the formula to find a mol.. damn.. i think most of my brain cells dead already.. gotta revise n do some questions.. yess people, study hard, play hard and pray hard are the key to success.. haha..
oh ya, ban n tung (dumb and dumberer) start a rumour about me.. which is NOT true okay.. but hey, kinda fun.. cos this kind of thing is so secondary school and i kinda miss my secondary school life.. haha..

2006-07-17T23:53:00.000+07:00

tban n tung are morons... everything they say are bullshits.. both of them are like dumb and dumberer its just that they are way way dumberer than dumb and dumberer.. omg omg omg..
hahaha.. gotcha..

2006-07-17T00:05:00.000+07:00

what is wrong with me?? or should i say, what is wrong with them?? is that so hard to dial my number and call me or use their thumbs to text me sometimes?? shd i start the whole thingy 1st?? i noe u have ur new life and new friends but im sure none of them are as fucking loyal as me.. i called you and spent millions of rupiah and spare 1\4 of my allowance just to call you.. i dont mind if i suffer as long as u're happy.. but wat do i get now??? nothing!! and whats with a new boyfriend thingy?? too happy to be attached and forget ur old fren? in the future im gonna backstab my frens and betray them.. and im so cant wait to go to australia to meet new people, and new friends.. if my frens ask me to hang out with them, i'll just say "omg, im so sorry.. i cant hang out with u today, and maybe tomorr and maybe next week and maybe next time.. i found my new friends now,, oh.. and u noe wat?? they are so awesome.. hihihi" (say it in a bitchy way-which i nvr do it before).. hehe.. yea rite,, i wish i could do that.. i miss u guys so much.. where are u now?? cant u just spare 1 of your day with me?? pls pls pls pls..
next- ban asked me to write this on my blog "i miss tban so much, and how wish i was there with him" yucks ban.. anyone but you.. hahaha.. actually i do miss u and the clique so much.. still remember those days about a month ago.. haha.. we are so full of shit...wait.. its just u.. and tung.. and remember.. i dont want to spend my holidays alone... im living my life like a prisoner here..
and to the girls, i hope tat i could come again to singapore after ur o lvl... and there willl be no excuses for extra classes, tutorial, or hw.. haha.. miss u all too.. nah.. not really.. hehe.. kidding..
-fina-[tban has no balls]

2006-07-14T10:00:00.000+07:00

tried to blog yesterday but i guess my wireless network suk.. and i was too lazy to get up and use my com which is 1\2 m away from my bed.. haha.. ya, so yesterday chatted with tban till 2 am in the morning.. and i always thought that im the only one who has loads of problems..
sigh.. and i really need to get out of this place while i still have time..
so my study time start next week.. bio n chem..

2006-07-10T21:35:00.000+07:00

yep.. so updating this blog cos of ban...
first of all, lemme start by saying ITALY!!!!!! omg.. im so fuckin happy that they won world cup.. i bet tban cried after the match.. watched wc with my cousins till 5 am, and they sent me home right after the match ended..
so, spend most of my day playing bnet with tban [ban is an ass].. we both tried to stay awake till world cup match start.. but in the end, i fell asleep in 2nd round.. haha.. too bad wc ended yesterday..
so, my mom is hiring a tutor for me, 4 days a week, 3 hours a day.. how boring.. unless someone can find me a private school for chem and bio in sgp.. haha

2006-07-07T22:51:00.002+07:00

my brother left 2 days ago.. helped him pack his stuff.. kinda sad actually.. hehe..
kay, erm.. so yesterday stayed at home the whole day.. watched tv, dvds n soccer match.. im so happy tat italy won.. hahaha... go del piero...
now just reached home.. went to accompany my mom and dad then went to pondok indah mall to buy my laptop.. wooohooo.. finally..
kay then.. need to dwld and install some stuff..

2006-07-07T22:51:00.001+07:00

2006-07-01T16:30:00.000+07:00

the rest ot the pics..

2006-07-01T13:52:00.000+07:00

2006-06-29T20:05:00.000+07:00

more more more pics..
more comin up laterr..

2006-06-29T19:44:00.000+07:00

so.. these are pics i took in sgp.. and ban asked me to upload them.. ass****

i'll update more later...

2006-06-29T01:18:00.000+07:00

these 3 days slept at 2, 3, and 4 a.m .. all cos of bneting with ban.. haha.. but it was fun.. played td loads of the time, or shd i say most of the time.. well, nothing much around here (jkt) .. quiet bored cos im still sick and cant really go out.. all my frens still busy with their own things.. i rather go to sgp again.. BUT.. during ur holiday.. then can go out everyday.. sigh.. really miss bbq, jamming and hang out with u all.. guys n girls...
hix.. hix.. wait for me kay...

2006-06-27T21:11:00.000+07:00

kay ban... update update....
since saturday, i listen loads of "heal me im heartsick" haha.. and other songs tat we jammed...
the college thingy is postpone till feb.. happy ban.. but not sure if i can visit sgp on sept..
errmm.. nothing else... im still sick and need to rest and sleep and eat and etc etc..

2006-06-24T23:12:00.001+07:00

just reached home in indonesia... so tired, sleepy, red eyes and im sick.. fever.. shit..
oh ya, today is the worst day of my life.. haha.. woke up at 6, cos beng n ban sposed to come at 6.30.. but they came at 8.30 .. went to admiralty to meet ben and tung.. i was so sleepy.. then we all went to tung's house except for ben then to causway point after that.. bought some stuff for my mom, then need to pack my things so i went home first.. about 12.30 met the guys at bus stop, cos they promised to carry my stuff which is only 1 lugggage.. while waiting for the bus, they gave me this fossil limited edition watch... damn cool watch... THX ALOT..!!!!!! actually, i wanted to cry at that time, but i managed to control it.. wahahahaa... went to library to meet fai and fida to say goodbye..
went to dhoby gaut to play lan... my treatt.. cos my mom asked me to treat u all lah... waste my money..(kiiiidddinn..) played lan till 5.15 then headed to changi airport.. my least favourite place of the day.. so i checked in and we took photos in the sky train ..
so, didnt really talk alot after that.. said goodbye and waved.... then i cried... wahaha..sounds lame.. but normal.. oh, and i heard they cried too..hahaha..
"So they try to laugh about it.
Cover it all up with lies.
They try to laugh about it.
Hiding the tears in their eyes.
'Cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry"
hahaha... im gonna miss u all damn much k.. if i said no, which i will, means i lie.. hahaha..crap..
k, need to rest now before the flu and fever get worse..
so im tired, sleepy, and sick..

2006-06-23T22:29:00.000+07:00

woke up at 8.30 or 9 this morning to call sam.. nad she said that she had to look after her bro or somethin.. then went to meet fai, dah, fida, dila, dian n leila at cwp ard 1.30 to 2... then headed to far east to order pizzas.. ate those pizzas at esplanade... took loads of photo.. tban called me for 26 mins.. dumb ass...keep askin the same thing.. haha... kiddin ban... we went home around 8.. damn tired, sleepy and sick.. but we had fun.. cos tat was the last time we hang out and everthing.. gonna miss u all... nott... eheheh.. kiddin
I feel sick now.. shit man.. tommorrow need to pack everything cos leaving singapore tomorr.. where are the smart scientist?? i want them to build a time machine...

(sorry for the short post.. headache)

2006-06-22T10:49:00.000+07:00

tuesday went to cathay at dhoby gt, watched rv.. the movie was okay but i enjoyed that cos all of us went together as a group.. haha.. before that, we played lan for 2 or hours.. played dota twice and the good thing was i win both games... haha..
the movie ended at 6 something, went to jam straight away after that.. we didn plan that before but it was good... played a few songs..
after that, tung, ben and meed went home earlier for dinner.. the rest of us had dinner near the jammin place.. we ate for 15 to 30 mins and talked for hours.. 5 of us wanted to catch a midnight movie at dhoby gt, but cos of 1 idiot (ban), we went to cathay at woodlands for nothing cos the last movie was at 9.50 ...
the most important thing ===> ban n cleave become BEST FRIEND thru dota... good job ban... im so proud of u... haha..
okaay, gtg... meetin beng later to meet ben at sp...

2006-06-17T19:45:00.000+07:00

back again... hmm.... 2 days ago went to wdl pt to buy some bbq stuff... reached there at 10 with beng n meed.. but thanx to ben, made us wait for 1 hour..haha.. and thx to cleave for tat... after that we went to beng's house to play wc and bass.. then, meed and i met fai n idah at lib and ate at kfc. meed went home earlier.. so left the 3 of us. talked loads of things at causway till about 9.50 .. its been a long time since we talked toggther... usually we chatted on msn.. haha...
the next day, the boys and i met at admiralty for some light breakfast before jamming session.. haha.. it was really good and fun. we played quiet a lot of song but wasted the first 45 mins to tuned the guitar and the mic. took some pics in the studio but too bad to cameraman was cleaven... hahaha..
played wc till about 5.. and im getting better at this game.. haha... im no longer a noob.. wahaha... went back to woodlands to take bbq stuff at beng's house and reached sembawang park around 6 or 7 .. thx to beng, cleave and tung went back to beng's house to take sausages n turkey ham..
the bbq went reallly goooodd..... i mean very very very goooddd... best bbq ever..right ben.. we managed to finish all the food, except for the bread... ben and i were the chef.. huahuahua.. beng n meed helped us.. and the rest didnt do anything.. especially tung.. haha.. but he helped me eat my chicken... finished bbq at 12.10... mostly, we talked and laughed.. and talked about our secondary life.. we also celebrated meed's birthday.. happy birthday meed... woo... 17 already... the best part is, we took photo for hours.. mostly just the 4 of us (tung, ben, beng and i) haha.... then meed and xing joined us...
this is another best day of my life... 16.06.06 .. woo... i ll never forget that day.. i hope its not our last bbq.. cos most probably the next bbq will have to wait for another 2 or 3 years... but i hope next year i cn visit sgp again..
tung, ur blog wont make me cry.. and dont come to changi airport on the 24th.. haha.. ben's blog is really touching.. haha.. i'll get you a new shirt... eh wait..,, i didnt get anything... hahahaa..
ok.. thats all for now.. im tired but not sleepy and hungry....
im gonna miss my frens....

2006-06-14T20:55:00.000+07:00

shitt... i really dunnno anything about this blog thingy.. but ben promised to help me.
this is my 6th day in singapore, the 1st day was the best. ben, meed and beng picked me up from the airport (thx guys) then went to woodlandss to put my lugage and headed to dhoby ghaut after that to play dota.. well not really.. they tought me how to play dota for the first time.. well i was good.. for a noob.. haha.. after that, we went to city hall to find tung's guitar and dinner at subway.. 12 inches long.. and i only ate 1/2 of that... what a waste.. the next day went to play dota again with tung and ban.. and bas***d... they used me.. hahaha...
well.. the rest of the days were good too... but i cant wait for friday.. wahahaha
ok then.. im tired and sleepy and hungry...